Yesterday's pride is today's insult.
That's all I can say for myself for my coming exam.
Just dragging myself to finish it.
And face the consequences on June o July.
Ha ha...
I really think I'll study till very old.
Most ppl at my age already grad n started working.
I'm still getting allowance.
So nice...
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
Monday, April 11, 2011
The Final Year Punishment
My FYP actually stands for final year project.
But now, I think I really screw up.
It carries the most credit hour.
Most have done their prototype and in the process of writing a solid final report.
But for my case, my prototype fail, my report have nothing much to write and the dateline is soon.
So I really congrats myself for my final year.
Classification willl be based on my final year results.
I've fail1 subject, gonna fail my fyp.
Means....
Gone...
But now, I think I really screw up.
It carries the most credit hour.
Most have done their prototype and in the process of writing a solid final report.
But for my case, my prototype fail, my report have nothing much to write and the dateline is soon.
So I really congrats myself for my final year.
Classification willl be based on my final year results.
I've fail1 subject, gonna fail my fyp.
Means....
Gone...
Sunday, April 10, 2011
Post Mortem
You used to be so close, now you are miles away.
I maybe selfish but to me there's really no other option.
I've no option other than to accept that it's now a fact.
I've no choice but to live with some regrets and emptiness.
I've no strength to pretend that it's alright when it's not.
I've no courage to just jump off a building and it's stupid anyway.
I've no faith in a plan future when now there's ntg much left.
Everything just turn bad.
There's ntg much I can really do to stand up and fight for what I used to dreamt of.
Even I try to, it'll not make much differences now.
It's already too late.
I maybe selfish but to me there's really no other option.
I've no option other than to accept that it's now a fact.
I've no choice but to live with some regrets and emptiness.
I've no strength to pretend that it's alright when it's not.
I've no courage to just jump off a building and it's stupid anyway.
I've no faith in a plan future when now there's ntg much left.
Everything just turn bad.
There's ntg much I can really do to stand up and fight for what I used to dreamt of.
Even I try to, it'll not make much differences now.
It's already too late.
Thursday, March 17, 2011
History
Just got my results for my last sem yesterday night.
I''m proud of myself, my achievement.
I think this is my 1st time.
1st time to fail a paper in major examination.
I do hope tat this will be the only paper.
It's another turning point in my life.
A lot will be affected due to this result.
Even though it's a result where i've predicted but it's still a lot to deal with now.
I know tat now there's ntg I can do to change this fact.
But I really should wake up from my lala land.
I'm no longer who I used to be.
No longer motivated to fulfill my dreams.
Really hope tat I can pass the other paper so tat I wont have to sit for all the Yr3 papers in May.
Signing off.
I''m proud of myself, my achievement.
I think this is my 1st time.
1st time to fail a paper in major examination.
I do hope tat this will be the only paper.
It's another turning point in my life.
A lot will be affected due to this result.
Even though it's a result where i've predicted but it's still a lot to deal with now.
I know tat now there's ntg I can do to change this fact.
But I really should wake up from my lala land.
I'm no longer who I used to be.
No longer motivated to fulfill my dreams.
Really hope tat I can pass the other paper so tat I wont have to sit for all the Yr3 papers in May.
Signing off.
Sunday, March 13, 2011
The lonely weekend
Parents went vacation without me...
I'm all alone at home coz every1 has their own plan.
And I dun know wat should I do when every1 will say it's a joy for freedom.
I'm suppose to be seeing Alex tomorrow to update him on my fyp.
But I actually din make any progress since our last meeting.
Kudos....
Now I better speed up.
Hope will progress more b4 I post my next post.
I'm all alone at home coz every1 has their own plan.
And I dun know wat should I do when every1 will say it's a joy for freedom.
I'm suppose to be seeing Alex tomorrow to update him on my fyp.
But I actually din make any progress since our last meeting.
Kudos....
Now I better speed up.
Hope will progress more b4 I post my next post.
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