The Final Year Punishment

My FYP actually stands for final year project.
But now, I think I really screw up.
It carries the most credit hour.
Most have done their prototype and in the process of writing a solid final report.
But for my case, my prototype fail, my report have nothing much to write and the dateline is soon.
So I really congrats myself for my final year.
Classification willl be based on my final year results.
I've fail1 subject, gonna fail my fyp.
Means....
Gone...

Post Mortem

You used to be so close, now you are miles away.
I maybe selfish but to me there's really no other option.
I've no option other than to accept that it's now a fact.
I've no choice but to live with some regrets and emptiness.
I've no strength to pretend that it's alright when it's not.
I've no courage to just jump off a building and it's stupid anyway.
I've no faith in a plan future when now there's ntg much left.
Everything just turn bad.
There's ntg much I can really do to stand up and fight for what I used to dreamt of.
Even I try to, it'll not make much differences now.
It's already too late.